I've reached something of a predicament. My plan, as it currently stands, is to enlist in the military in January. This comes at the end of my one year allowance, in which I told myself I would once again attempt college and, if successful, drop the idea of the Marines. I haven't successfully completed any further education goals, and so I return to the desire to become a Marine. However, I do have to wonder, is it the best option? What do I want to do with my life?

Part of me wants to return to the one college at which I was successful. Maybe what I need is to be back on campus, to be back in a dorm, away from the things in life which I'm not ready to confront.

I don't know. I need someone impartial to talk to about this, but I'm not sure who that would be.